I wanna be cuddled right now and have my back rubbed until I fall asleep.
"When I first met you my love was an unloaded gun. As I handed it to you I said “Make sure I never use this on myself.” 8 months later I’m still confused how there are bullet hole scars where your lips should be. I realized I’ve never seen a sunrise with you which is highly unconventional but relevant somehow because you never wanted to start your day with me. I really hope one day the red I bleed for you will turn into the most beautiful yellow and oranges too. Please remember that one time I lit up the sky, just for you. And when anyone hints at the notion of intimacy I hug my pillow so tight I wish it would sink into my body and fill my stomach. I am the hollowed out fruit you feast upon no more. You told me that I was one of many beautiful things, that soon id discover what it meant to be free. But while you were walking through the gallery of everyone else, I was painted in stopped clocks. Every second passing in your world was another shaky second in which I would lose you. Because when you fall in love with a girl who is in love with the world, you will never be enough."
"Most of the pain you’re dealing with are really just thoughts… ever think of that?"
I don’t even have words.